Anxiously Waiting on The Lord

As I look towards tomorrow, I am prayerfully, anxiously waiting on The Lord to deliver our miracle. Today Alan went to MDA to get a new CT Scan, blood work and EKG. No big deal at this point. Routine and nothing I feel the need to be there for.

Tomorrow is Treatment 1 of ipilimumab and nivolumab, FINALLY! Yesterday was 3 months since we heard the horrible words, "The CT found two spots." So here I am, looking towards the future. Planning trips to Dallas to see family for us and for the girls, my bestie from Ft. Worth texting to see about coming for a visit this month.

You see life doesn't stop. Despite the appointments, despite the word CANCER, life goes on. There are still Trumpet and Trombone lessons, there is still laundry, there are still HEB trips, there is still work, there is School Board, there is still a campaign for County Treasurer. And ya know what, that's GOOD. It keeps us focused on the here and now and not on what may or may not be in the future.

For today I ask two things.

Lord God, bring our miracle. Let us hear tomorrow that the two "spots" are gone, and they have no medical reason why.

And if that is not Your Will, God, Heal my husband - let this treatment work completely. Let him be his unicorn self and be in that tiny percentage that is completely healed.

Either way Lord we know who is at work. These are my prayers today, as I prayerfully, anxiously, ask You for our miracle and wait for You to deliver my husband from cancer.